Tuesday, December 11, 2018

I am feeling people are all able to take advantage of me because I felt abused and aggressive, forgot and was confused ... and something bad happened.  The thing is they have been extra mean and silly and focusing on me, and things aren't going okay.

I know Generation X and their parental generation have been going around avoiding certain things socially and trying to capture your attention away from what you're doing.
People are really sinning when they say you don't get anything because of your generation, like when they "have it all."
I feel like me feeling sorry has not been effective, when I never did anything anyone should have a grudge on.
I discovered I'm being blamed for and treated related to if someone I know has problems.  That means I could get mad about mistakenly being in trouble.  It's in a big way.
I wonder what the goal is for my life.  Maybe, I just have my own.  Am I misjudged as a person or morally?
I actually don't deal with emotions all day like people with a good job.
What is it that Germans like so much about Southern Europeans?  Does it affect my life?
Has it been an unproductive ... 2 years?
Days of waiting and extra work.
So, now, my life is following the mistaken hormones of the Orlando, Central Florida area.

Unhappy

I'm 32 and recently found a new career path to happiness.
So, yea, was school about philosophizing about socialization?  I thought it was divided into different subjects, like social studies, etc.

A Wasteful Life

It's hard to feel productive.  I am used to wasting time in a classroom or having an Autistic time there from others.
It's nice when other people get life improvements.  However, it's sad if you get pulled out of your own happiness.

People are weird just wanting something to be so and saying it's true altogether and it affects how people closer to you are mean to you.
It's like they get anything, though.  Things get worse, and you dream about future possibilities that get detected and maybe possibly crushed.
People tell you to do things and you will get your reward after following awhile.  Then, they say that you don't deserve it.  It's strange what people don't get is important to some people.  Will I be tossed out like my life doesn't matter?