I'm an adult!  I don't have parents.

Why am I stuck like this as a Generation X?

What do you think about how people think getting close is icky?

Also, some people are "touchy feely" and tacky to get close to, at least for some people.

Getting affection, from older people, is too rare.  It's like they don't feel like it, people seem to think, these days.  What happened to the world, over the years?

I'm not sure what you make of my convictions and intentions in saying this.  I thought it was an interesting topic, and I feel it's coming up, at least in the Orlando area it seems like something has happened.

It's like these important things are not being taken care of and therefore no one likes anyone.  People are saving themselves for others, like their children or future children, because that's all they have that means anything, so they are inclined to feel.

I know around my family I'm a bit shy and they stopped trying, as far as showing affection goes.

It's rare to get a touch in this world.  People think it's too awkward.

People like to sexually touch young girls, but it's hard to feel good in high school.

People think I am bad because I have been given a hard time.

I invented the comfort, when people swore we would all feel coocoo.

People want to make sure no one hugs me, like it's a big deal, but I feel they are taunting me and getting in my head, under my skin, and in my personal space, "Ooh, do you want a hug?"  I don't think hugs feel like sex of the ones I've done, but sometimes it surprises me when someone touches my shoulder, maybe like a massage, which I've traditionally shunned and maybe never got one.

So, when an older lady is mature and charming also to younger people, when it comes to my experience with her, people "bring her down."

Hormones

People let it all out to treat an older lady I like inappropriately, in ways that are usually rejected, say if it were her and I wasn't there.  They are saying bad things are pleasurable, constantly.  Maybe, they just want to "get it out."  These things usually they would hate doing.

People don't like me because they know about my private life.

No, I don't want your cooties, to the people who claim I'm worthless, not amazing enough, while the rest of the population is deemed so.  They accuse me that I socially "got" things I didn't deserve and emotionally things we all deserve.

People think I don't think it's sick how someone keeps creeping up on me and doing weird things to punish me or annoy me.

What's at the end?

Things have not happened that are overdue and owed.

It's a sport to magnify the negative side of what I do in weird/desperate situations.

If it keeps happening doesn't work out.  It didn't happen before.  People make it so they think I need this sort of "support."

I feel like people are looming over me, like most of my life and threw it away.

It's the way things are, in general.  Everyone gets into weird/desperate situations.  I think other people are "gay" to work on keeping in check in a way that doesn't make sense.  I remember when people used to gossip too much, it seemed.  They do round up on each other about it and maybe it went extinct like the dinosaurs.

People like to make me look affected as an excuse when they bring up giving attention to someone else, instead of me, in some weird way ... and say that means I'm in trouble and treat me even worse-ly for it.