Sunday, December 9, 2018
They are mad at me for something I said that I thought was okay, for all this. I feel uncomfortable saying this, but that's all I am saying, in this now.
They keep annoying me. I already had to reject the older lady I like in my mind in some way for them constantly making her say bad things or the idea that she does. This doesn't make sense. They know what I thought, too, and do things.
I am nice, and then people are mean to me. They just treat me badly for not being perfect.
They keep annoying me. I already had to reject the older lady I like in my mind in some way for them constantly making her say bad things or the idea that she does. This doesn't make sense. They know what I thought, too, and do things.
I am nice, and then people are mean to me. They just treat me badly for not being perfect.
I'm upset at how the people monitoring me in private destroy my life by bothering me in private and threatening to belittle that I look up to someone, the older lady.
I am super annoyed at them bargaining, annoying me, in little ways constantly. I am not listening to people bossing me around, in general, neither, and am disgusted with their stupidity and carelessness with me!
I am super annoyed at them bargaining, annoying me, in little ways constantly. I am not listening to people bossing me around, in general, neither, and am disgusted with their stupidity and carelessness with me!
The people monitoring me in private are being ridiculous now. Everyone thinks I want to be in their moment. You are probably taking advantage of things I have in my life. People still believe in this cause, in this way. They keep bossing me around and controlling my important relationships. I'm not being mean. You all think I have to listen to you being mean and if I feel bad you take it too far. You don't think I can do anything, anyway, but you still react to this stuff. My life is trashed. Someone is being nasty to me. They just want to ruin my life. This better get better. They have grudges. It's their fault, anyway. They've punished me my whole life, when I was so good. They think I was rebellious out of the womb. When I try to feel okay, they make it worse. I'm so annoyed. I have to be myself. Who cares if they are watching me and threaten me so... they aren't doing good like I won something in the end ever. They are working for my dad. What I saw was I sit here and time goes by and things can only get worse. I don't want to have to worry about shit. I am living like a normal person. People are abusive and dishonest to me. They are mean and weak, which seems like selfishness is prevailing, that they keep telling me now I'm "not all that" but an older lady I like is and traded places and gave her the dream rather than a better relationship in private. They are testing me not to rebel. I thought if I worked with them, things would be okay with my relationship.
The people monitoring me in private treat me like an animal in a cage, like they do everything, and I am forced to react. I can still be a normal person. I hope the same goes for the older lady I like. People are suggesting someone wants her to be seen as a famous celebrity, a star, and that instead of what I was supposed to get with her.
The orchestra I follow online every day suddenly blocked me on Facebook from answering.
I feel people have a grudge on me and think I should be killed.
It's like the people monitoring me in private are keeping me in their check, and they aren't perfect. They are weak to public pressure.
People think my relationships were given to me and not real meet ups.
I feel people have a grudge on me and think I should be killed.
It's like the people monitoring me in private are keeping me in their check, and they aren't perfect. They are weak to public pressure.
People think my relationships were given to me and not real meet ups.
People made a mistake to say I was inappropriate like I was preventing someone from feeling as good as they deserved when they were exploited to be overly stimulated and forget about me, whereas before things were so good. I was in the right, and now I'm struggling. Sometimes, people are mean to me, and I get in trouble if I fight back.
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