I was feeling a little agitated when I started to practice violin, agitated emotionally, not physically.  I like violin.  I just felt like, "What can I live for?"  The hate is directed at me, however it is in form.  The most important things don't matter.  What is important to you?  People are at the top section.  All this stuff in religion is about people.  Animals feel love, too.  We need the universe physically.