I'm feeling pressured that others will be hurt if I don't submit, like they think I should be punished for supposedly causing great hurt on someone, when I didn't mean to.  Others think it's okay to be bad all the time, in general, and people put up with it, but they do it directly to me and not at the others.  Why not hurt me, instead? just because some people are nice to me and I'm supposedly bad does not make some of them deserve to get hurt.  Funny then others get away with it, even who are nice about/to me.  This doesn't happen to others like to me.