People think feeling happy socially or emotionally is like a possession or something you get rather than a special experience of life.  They use it against me to say I'm greedy and worthless and that they deserve it.  I just can't trust these kinds of people.  They say it hurts them to have to be mean to me, but it doesn't; they are really selfish and think they should have what I have that the don't.  They shouldn't know about it; they were put in that position in a special way.  What is this, something like Elvis?  It is actually true the world is volatile to anything like that in that way.  The only difference is they didn't know something, someone, would be that good.  They acted like they didn't care about that kind of stuff before and ruined the way the world works, in that way.  Now, there are problems we can't fix, at least at the moment.  They are hard to figure out or define and remember, if they are there for sure, but something like that, at least also that maybe they wouldn't get something in the end but maybe still be happy.